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In Jennifer Lopez’s first ever book, True Love, she explores one of her life’s most defining periods—the transformative two-year journey of how, as an artist and a mother, she confronted her greatest challenges, identified her biggest fears, and ultimately emerged a stronger person than she’s ever been. True Love is an honest and revealing personal diary with hard-won lessons and heartfelt recollections and an empowering story of self-reflection, rediscovery, and resilience.
Includes more than 200 exclusive photographs from Lopez’s personal archives, showing candid moments with her family and friends and providing a rare behind-the-scenes look at the life of a pop music icon travelling, rehearsing, and performing around the world.
- Print length288 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherCelebra
- Publication dateNovember 3, 2015
- Dimensions6.1 x 0.7 x 9.1 inches
- ISBN-100451468694
- ISBN-13978-0451468697
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PREFACE
IT’S OPENING NIGHT, the first show of my first ever world tour.
This was the first time we’d be doing the full show that we had been planning and working on for more than six months. I am in full costume, backstage with the usual cast of characters. I bend down to give Emme and Max a kiss before my mom walks them off to watch the opening of the show. This was going to be the first time they’d see their mommy perform in front of thousands and thousands of people. The last time I was on stage like this, they were in my belly.
As they walk away, Emme looks back and stops. I’m being buckled into the rig on a twelve-by-twelve-inch platform. The huge, full-feather train of my white skirt pours over the edges and it must seem to her like I’m standing in a cloud. She seems a little nervous, but excited. I’m nervous, but controlling my fear. I’m about to ascend sixty feet into the air. I know it’s crazy, because the crew is watching with faces that say, This is crazy! I give the operator the thumbs-up; he gives me the thumbs-up in return . . . and up I go, disappearing into the rafters until I am perched behind a huge video wall, where nobody can see me.
Emme looks up, watching me rise and rise and rise . . . From my perspective, everybody looks like little ants on the floor. I take a deep breath and think about the past year, all the hard work and the hard lessons that have led to this moment.
If I let myself, I could go weak in the knees. But I don’t. I hold strong as the band plays the dramatic intro while the opening movie plays on the screen. And when the video wall splits open, I’m standing there, a hundred feet above the audience, and the crowd goes wild. The spotlight hits me, and in my best old Hollywood voice I say: “HELLO, LOVERS.”
• • •
In this book I’m going to take you on the physical and emotional journey of the year I went on the first world tour of my career. The year that changed my life.
When I started planning the tour, I knew it was going to be the anchor for a very personal show. What I didn’t expect was how cathartic it would end up being for me. The process of building the tour and performing it each and every night for audiences around the world helped me get back to who I am—someone who sings, who dances, who expresses herself and connects with people through music.
So many times I wanted to abandon writing this book because I knew it would be a difficult process, delving into the past and reliving some of my darkest moments. Also, I didn’t want to be misread. I didn’t want anything to overshadow the magnificence of this great journey. This book is not a detailed account of any of my relationships, famous or not. This is not a “tell-all,” so I hope that’s not what you’re looking for. But by the end, I think you’ll agree, you’ll have gotten so much more. This book is about a series of patterns that go back as early as my childhood. This book is about my path and what I learned. It’s the story of a transformative journey where I faced some of my greatest challenges, overcame some of my biggest fears, and emerged a stronger person than I’ve ever been. This is the story of how I discovered . . . the truest love of all.
My genuine intention and what I hope to accomplish with this book is that others can draw upon the experiences that changed the course of my life and find encouragement in the mantra that motivated the following pages:
You will live.
You will love.
You will dance again . . .
I
I wake up in bed alone. The silence in my room reminds me of the emptiness in my heart. I failed at love—again. Except this time, it wasn’t just me. I am haunted by the inescapable thought that I let down my beautiful babies, Max and Emme. I wanted so badly for things to have turned out differently.
As lonely as this bed feels, I can’t bring myself to get out of it.
ROCK BOTTOM
HITTING ROCK BOTTOM
I remember the exact moment when everything changed. I was in the desert outside Los Angeles, getting ready for a photo shoot.
It was a beautiful day in July 2011, and Marc and I had just celebrated our seventh wedding anniversary. Anybody looking from the outside in would have thought my life was going great: I had a husband and two beautiful children, and my career was flying high. I was on American Idol, the number-one show on the planet, and my new single “On the Floor” had gone to number one all over the world. To top it off, People magazine had named me their very first Most Beautiful Woman in the World, a few months earlier. How could life get any better?
What people didn’t know was that life really wasn’t that good. My relationship was falling apart, and I was terrified.
And now here I was out in the desert, getting made up for a L’Oréal shoot. I had done hundreds of these before—you sit in the chair, get your hair and face made up, go out in front of the camera, and do your thing. But this day didn’t feel like any other day.
As I sat there, my mind was racing. My heart was beating out of my chest, and I felt like I couldn’t breathe . . . I became consumed with fear and anxiety. What was happening to me?
My mom, Guadalupe, who lives in New York and happened to be in town that week, came to the desert with me that day, and my dear manager, Benny Medina, was there too. As I found myself in a panic, I leaped from my chair and said, “Benny, something is happening! I feel like I’m going crazy.”
In the end, the truth finds a way to surface, even if you don’t want it to.
Benny, who has been through so much with me over the fifteen years we have worked together and been friends, took my hands.
“Hey, now, what’s happening? What’s going on?” he asked.
My mom rushed to my side, too, a look of concern on her face.
All I could say was, “I don’t know. I don’t feel right. I’m scared. I feel like I’m losing my mind.”
He tried to calm me down, saying, “You’re fine, Jennifer. You’re good. Everything’s okay.” To him I looked completely calm. But I wasn’t. It was one of those moments when you’re so scared you can’t even scream. It feels as if you’re paralyzed.
We as human beings do this thing where we stuff down our feelings until they find a way to manifest themselves. We try to avoid them until there’s no more room and they come bubbling up like a pot of boiling-hot water that overflows. And when it does, it burns, and it’s scary. That’s what was happening to me.
In a blur of fear and panic, I looked at Benny and my mother and blurted out the words: “I don’t think I can be with Marc anymore.” Then I burst into tears.
It was out.
The one thing I feared more than anything in the world. The one thing I had been trying for so long not to face. Deep down, I knew that nothing would ever be the same again.
I collapsed into their arms and began to sob. And like that pot of boiling-hot water, once it overflows, the pressure is released and it begins to cool down. All those crazy thoughts started to melt away because I had finally given voice to the real reason for my fear and panic. I knew what it meant to say those words out loud: It meant the end of my marriage. The end of our family. The end of the dream I had worked so hard to hold together.
And it meant more than that. It meant that once again I was going to be judged. I was going to be ridiculed, chastised, and mocked. I could already see the headlines: “Jennifer Lopez Headed for Divorce . . . Again!” Or, “The Woman Who Has Everything But Can’t Get Love Right!” I was so scared to have another failure, to be scrutinized by the world, and to disappoint everyone . . . again.
But this time wasn’t like any other time. It was worse. This divorce wouldn’t affect just Marc and me. It would affect these two beautiful little souls we had brought into the world. I was devastated at the thought of hurting Max and Emme. I was afraid that I was about to ruin their lives, that someday they would resent me for not being able to keep this marriage together.
As I struggled with the idea of breaking up my family, I had to consider what was best for my kids in the long run, and I agonized over what would serve them best in life. I was pulled in both directions, which is why I had fought so hard against admitting the inevitable. I couldn’t admit that this marriage was over. But in the end, the truth finds a way to surface, even if you don’t want it to. That day in the desert, with my brain going wild trying to deny reality, I had finally hit rock bottom.
HOPE FOR A BETTER DAY
On Christmas day in 2010, seven months before that L’Oréal photo shoot, we had a house full of people. Marc was there, and Emme and Max, and Marc’s other kids, Ryan and Cristian, Arianna and Alex, as well as our parents, siblings, and friends. It was the kind of Christmas gathering I’d always wanted to have: a big, sprawling affair with our family at the center of it.
The house was filled with food and gifts and laughter, and that afternoon, twenty-four of us sat down to a beautiful Christmas dinner. Things between Marc and me weren’t perfect, of course—our marriage was never the kind to glide along peacefully. From the beginning, it was tumultuous, passionate, and explosive, but we also shared many fulfilling and joyful moments. I knew we had problems, but we loved each other and we were trying, and I wanted more than anything to have a family—this family. So I was willing to ignore whatever wasn’t going well, for the greater good of preserving it.
I thought that Christmas was exactly what I wanted. I thought we were finally getting it right, that it was worth putting up with the difficulties because this was what life was about. Every marriage has its challenges, but it was about keeping that marriage together, having that family unit, and making the dream come true—whatever the cost. Part of that concept still holds true for me: Family is most important.
But the very next Christmas, twelve months later, I was waking up alone. The only people in the house were Max, Emme, and my cousin Tiana, who had come to keep me company. My mother and my sisters, Lynda and Leslie, had decided to stay in New York for the holidays, and they had asked me to come out, but I didn’t want to go. I wanted to be in my own home, as empty as it now felt.
I cried a lot that Christmas, though I tried to let the tears flow only when the kids couldn’t see me. There’s nothing like the holidays to make you feel a loss, and I was really feeling it. But then my dad, David, came over for Christmas dinner, and Benny came and brought his mom. So with Emme, Max, and everyone else, we had a pretty full table—even if it wasn’t as full as the one we had the year before.
What I will always remember about that Christmas is not the tears or the loneliness, but the toast that Benny gave.
Product details
- Publisher : Celebra; Reprint edition (November 3, 2015)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 288 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0451468694
- ISBN-13 : 978-0451468697
- Item Weight : 1.45 pounds
- Dimensions : 6.1 x 0.7 x 9.1 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #415,966 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #1,211 in Biographies of Business & Industrial Professionals
- #2,268 in Composer & Musician Biographies
- #11,922 in Memoirs (Books)
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Jennifer Lynn Lopez (born July 24, 1969), also known as J. Lo, is an American actress, author, fashion designer, dancer, producer, and singer. She became interested in pursuing a career in the entertainment industry following a minor role in the 1986 film My Little Girl, to the dismay of her Puerto Rican parents, who believed that it was an unrealistic career route for a Hispanic. Lopez gained her first regular high-profile job as a Fly Girl dancer on In Living Color in 1991, where she remained a regular until she decided to pursue an acting career in 1993. She received her first leading role in the Selena biopic of the same name in 1997. Lopez became the first Latina actress to earn over US$1 million for a role the following year, with the film Out of Sight. She ventured into the music industry in 1999 with her debut studio album, On the 6.
With the simultaneous release of her second studio album J.Lo and her film The Wedding Planner in 2001, Lopez became the first person to have a number one album and film in the same week. Her 2002 remix album, J to tha L–O! The Remixes, became the first in history to debut at number one on the U.S. Billboard 200, while her fifth studio album, Como Ama una Mujer (2007), received the highest first-week sales for a Spanish album in the United States. With past record sales of over 60 million and a cumulative film gross of over US$2 billion, Lopez is regarded as the most influential Hispanic performer in the United States, as well as its highest paid Latin entertainer. Along with Pitbull, she recorded "We Are One (Ole Ola)", which served as the official song of the 2014 FIFA World Cup.
Beyond entertainment, Lopez enjoys a highly successful business career, consisting of various clothing lines, accessories, fragrances, a production company, television shows and a charitable foundation among other business interests. Lopez's personal relationships have attracted worldwide media attention; she has been married three times. Following the breakdown of her first marriage, Lopez dated rapper and entertainment mogul Sean Combs. Following the breakdown of her second marriage to husband Cris Judd, she dated actor Ben Affleck. Their relationship was the subject of much media interest; their planned wedding was cancelled four days before the ceremony. Lopez then wed longtime friend Marc Anthony; they separated after seven years of marriage. Lopez gave birth to their twins, Emme and Maximilian, in 2008.
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Customers find the book honest, real, and raw. They also describe the characters as talented and beautiful. Readers describe the themes as inspirational, giving advice on love, confidence, and the will power to believe in yourself. Opinions are mixed on the story, with some finding it funny and sensitive, while others say it's juvenile and not very engaging.
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Customers find the book inspirational, emotional, and a truly great read. They say it captures the essence of the author and gives honest advice. Readers also say the book helps them in understanding and learning why things happened. They also appreciate the author's humility, passion, commitment, dedication, and hard work.
"...Again, her message I relate to. It is her experience, strength and hope...." Read more
"...It's so raw and inspiring honestly it's a self-help book I feel better about myself reading it...." Read more
"...She comes off as such a strong,confident woman. In the beginning it was hard to understand her feelings of never feeling good enough...." Read more
"...my mom and dad were dating. The stories are funny, sensitive, thoughtful, and memorable...." Read more
Customers find the writing quality of the book easy to read, fast paced, and honest. They also say the book flows well and keeps them interested.
"...This is a story of a woman who has come into her own. Lopez writes honestly and sincerely about the wisdom she has gained through the good times..." Read more
"...This was a good read. Really 3.5 stars. Quick read. More like a memoir in the style of a self help book...." Read more
"...thoughts and moving forward through the hard times...it was beautifully written...." Read more
"...I feel like the whole book is written in platitudes. "You can't truly love someone until you love yourself," and all that sort of stuff...." Read more
Customers find the book an easy read that provides great and honest insight into the author's life. They also describe the author as sensitive, caring, and a very good person. Readers also appreciate the author for sharing many personal things. They say it's a wonderful journey with Jennifer and that she's humble and down to earth.
"...She strikes me as a very good person, who clearly possesses quite a bit of spunk and brains to make it in Hollywood etc...." Read more
"...I got the answer to those questions by reading this book. This book humanizes Lopez and made me understand and love her even more...." Read more
"...her book that she is a hardworking, disciplined, loving and kind hearted person. Always on a mission to improve herself...." Read more
"...Its ok to be yourself. LOVE yourself! It was fun and interesting to read about her path and explanations of her songs...." Read more
Customers find the characters in the book talented, beautiful, and awesome. They also appreciate the insight into their personality and love for their children and family.
"...This book really shows how human she is and also helps women like me realize that self love is more important than we think and that we just have to..." Read more
"...It is surprising that she is so hardworking, outstanding and lively personality...." Read more
"...This beautiful. talented and supremely creative woman has excelled in everything she set out to do...." Read more
"This was a great perspective of a celebrity who deals with life just as a normal non-celebrity person...." Read more
Customers find the book to be accurate, real, and raw.
"...over into all that she does....she always comes across kind and very real...like someone I would actually be friends with...." Read more
"This book is genuine and honest, truly written from Jennifer's perspective...." Read more
"...This book is no exception. Her story is deep, real, and full of raw vulnerability - a moving tale. Highly recommend it." Read more
"Amazing! True, and so relatable. Loved every minute of it...." Read more
Customers find the book very simple.
"...Inspiring. Learn to love yourself! She is so easy going and down to earth. You get to know her and what she is feeling in this book." Read more
"Don't expect Sylvia Plath sentence structure here, folks. Very basic, informal writing...." Read more
"Easy to ready!!! Good to see another side of a star that seems to be very superficial.Simple book .... not to call JLo as author." Read more
"I'm a fan. Easy, quick, vacation read with nice photos. Didn't realize the book was focused around her tour. She was careful about the details." Read more
Customers are mixed about the story. Some find the stories funny, sensitive, thoughtful, and memorable, while others say they're juvenile and not very engaging.
"...I did cheer her on in her journey of self-love, but the ride was tad boring." Read more
"...'s, the same time that my mom and dad were dating. The stories are funny, sensitive, thoughtful, and memorable...." Read more
"...The verbage was quite juvenile and not very engaging. I get that she wanted to seem relatable but...ehhh...." Read more
"...Its ok to be yourself. LOVE yourself! It was fun and interesting to read about her path and explanations of her songs...." Read more
Customers are mixed about the content. Some find it powerful and uplifting for the spirit, while others say it's boring and provides hardly any insight on how she rose to fame. They also say the book provides very little information about her personal life and is vague.
"...This was a valuable read and one especially powerful for anyone going through a life shift...." Read more
"...There's very little info about her personal life, and it is very vague info. She has many pictures of herself in the book...." Read more
"...Very powerful and wise words! She spoke with her broken heart and the happiness of a healed soul. BEAUTIFUL!!" Read more
"The messages in this book are beautiful and powerful. How wonderful that a star like Jennifer shares her vulnerabilities and life struggles...." Read more
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So I love Jennifers book. Again, her message I relate to. It is her experience, strength and hope. Who here can't use a little HOPE:)) I love that she isnt preaching, she is sharing and it feels honest. The message is about the discovery of true love of ourselves, forgiveness of ourselves and others...to not compare our insides to someone's outsides, that we all have heartbreak and that if we just put one foot in front of the other, have courage, and listen to our own intuition, what will be revealed to us is what the power of love can do...when we allow ourselves to receive it.
What a powerful story. I LOVE it and you will too.
Jennifer--if you ever read this one day...keep going girl...you are doing just fine:)) You have so much support out here in the world.
There are so many celebrities who are now (and have been) on a serious spiritual journey to self-discovery, and I love reading about their journeys. There is much to be learned from them. She's not done yet, but she now has the wisdom and the knowledge to know that she has everything she needs within her and I look forward to continuing to watch her as she grows more into the beautiful woman (outside and inside) that she is.
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En anglais pour sentir les vrais émotions de l'artiste, cet ouvrage vous emmène dans les coulisses du Dance Again World Tour, un vrai journal intime de Jlo.
Le gros plus : de magnifiques illustrations, des croquis des tenues de scènes... Les backstages d'une tournée à l'état pure !
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