Help a homie out today! bite his boobs off!
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how does one kill an abusive step mom and make the legal team agree with you asking for a friend
I dipped her make-up in the toilet btw, hope she gets herpes and eyesores also I burn some of her smaller items !
Small victories
Went shopping for winter shoes yesterday and got a little irked they were labelled "womens shoes" like man, it's just shoes and they're just boots too any one could wear them shits!
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āwhat if kids identify with something and it ends up just being a phase-?ā good. stop teaching and expecting kids (and adults honestly) to formulate permanent traits and ideas of themselves. everything in life is a phase. that doesnāt make it any less legitimate while you experience it. let people explore themselves and know itās okay if what you think about yourself changes.
almost 8 months post op
Gonna go see my surgeon in a few days becaaause there is something left in my chest, I thought it might be fat or fluids but he thinks otherwise. upsettingly I can't know before actually traveling to him which is about 10 hours away from where I live!!
potentially we're gonna have to discuss a complete revision but that cannot be done now I'll have to take that another time lmao.
Kind of jealous of americans, y'all got surgeons everywhere man! I have to take an entire day to travel to see mine >:/
Still kinda funny that my family literally still don't know I don't have boobs anymore, I think that's pretty epic of me.
Shout out to trans people hiding transitioning from their family! Stay cool folks
Also if anyone is wondering why my comics are so shittily doodled or like don't have good spacing or are weirdly formulated it's because I draw them in 5 minutes to send them to my friends on discord and then weeks later I think it'd be neat to upload them here
3 weeks on T.
I forgot to really announce it but I finally got hrt after like 2 n a half years of struggle !!
I'm on T gel and so the changes aren't exacly fast but I've noticed some minimal changes :]
My vocalcord is doing things wouldn't say my voice has dropped but I'm like at the crux. also obviously bottom growth has taken place lmao they are NOT joking about T going straight to your dick-
I started doing skin care now that I'm on T, the prettyboyification has begun!!! I'm excited to see more changes happen :]
okay byeeee!
I hope your transition goes well and you achieve everything you hope for!
Thank youuu I'm 2 weeks on T now actually yip yip, may all queer people achieve their hopes and goals <3
Thinking about this moment right after surgery, I just really wanted to thank the nurses for yk assissting the surgeon in getting rid of my boobs-
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Help a homie out today! bite his boobs off!
fun fact, this comic had an original that I lost and that's why I drew this, I eventually found the original though, here it is
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Nothing I do on tumblr will ever amount to the success of that boob bite comic
[EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]
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thinking about that one moment when I was about to get top surgery
Sorry to all the surgeons and nurses who will now see an influx of people throwing a little moe pose before their procedure āļø
honestly hell yeah to your nurse for doing that
you're sooooo right cooler anon, she immediatly made me feel safe doing that lmao
Hello?
UM HI? I Looked away from this account for one moment and now there's 300 of ya'll here??? Glad you guys are liking my comics lmao
thinking about that one moment when I was about to get top surgery
Hating change
There has been so many changes.
and there will continue to be more.
You are never stationary.
You are and aren't the same as you were.
Sorry that's hard to grasp, I can't really offer you any reassurance.
I love you, from your past self. I'm a part of you but you can't be me forever.
I'm proud of how far you made it, know that.
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August has been rough
Almost 6 months post-op now and I've moved back home with my parents and my mental health has rotted again!!
It's been really rough though. I don't really know how to explain the problem. I've been feeling bad about transitioning and that's a scary thought. I'll be honest I'm scared of fully vocalizing these thoughts, as if saying them out would make it real.
There are many possibilities for these thoughts though, I could be feeling bad because I'm regressing because of moving back home, I have done this before I got surgery back in 2022, I would constantly question whether or not I wanted to reaaallly do it even though I kept thinking about it. And now it's the same except I have actually done it and my brain is just freaking out-
It could also be me struggling with the irreversible part of it, which is a personal flaw of mine. I find myself needing to have a way back even if I never find use for it. Like holding on to receipts of things I want "just in case I suddenly don't want it"
or it could be me somehow pre-mourning a possibility (extreme overthinking on my part), my brain is upset that if I were to get implants they wouldn't be my boobs anymore, like my insides are forever gone so my brain is just prematurely sad for a complete hypothetical scenario.
Some people on Reddit told me that it's quite normal for people who have had any kind of surgery to feel kinda like shit 6 months and below after their surgery because your brain is trying to get used to the change, which is something I was aware of but- when you're in it you just become so blind fyi-
Recently though it does seem like maybe my previous identity might not fit anymore :) Sort of like, I used to have a more masc leaning identity to compensate for my body and now that my body is more aligned to me it's kind of like now there's too much masculinity in my life- and I need to get in touch with my femininity more now. I've heard that happen to other queer people as well!
When you transition you might find yourself changing again because your body isn't restricting you as much as it used to.
Transitioning can be freeing but also scary at times. There's a lot going on aaaall the time !!
Existing is so nauseating sometimes!!
I don't wanna be a woman, I don't wanna be a man. Labels are restricting but also I can't be without them.
I got top surgery because ? "I am queer" is that the reason? no. I was uncomfortable with my breasts. My transition isn't necessarily queer in itself but no matter how many times I say that I can't really grasp the idea.
I just wanna be. that's all. I'm just me.
But then I'm left with the question, who is me? What is my name?
ME feels more like my old name, I feel less like me after I changed my name even though I used my current name for like 4 years.
I was hesitant to even change my name for years. Always "waiting for the right moment" and it never felt right. Now I had a chance and here I am.
Once my legal name changed it felt like I snuffed out that little girl I used to be. and I didn't want that :(