I feel like i'm weird because my whole life I've always liked things to be very specific. Like I have to make my bed a certain way or else I can't sleep in it. Or when I was little and playing with toys I would mostly just organize them or set them up a certain way. Or just now, I made my sisters bed because she makes her bed in a way that really bothers me so I just did it myself. Or I do something according to the instructions exactly, because if I do something different to the instructions it makes me super nervous. So if something is in a weird way that I don't like it even makes me cry and its really embarrassing. It adds up too, like I'll be frustrated with schoolwork, then something will be weird, then the room will be too warm, and those things add up and I end up crying and its hard to calm down.
I was just wondering if anyone could relate because my family is often frustrated with me for being weird like that
