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JamNeuroMain

@jamneuromain / jamneuromain.tumblr.com

Speaks English (not my first language), knows German. She/Her 20+ ↑ Lame joke (in Chinese). MASTERLIST. AO3. Comments and feedbacks are well-appreciated, as long as in a friendly manner.
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Addictive Chapter 1

Santiago "Pope" Garcia x PhD Candidate!Reader (You)

Warning: Unconventional Sugar Daddy!Santiago Garcia, Implied age gap (Santiago is in his late 30s, reader in her mid-20s), first meet, fluff, TW: conversation over drug abuse

Summary: The beginning of an unconventional sugar relationship.

Word Count: 3.7k

A/N: I solemnly blame @innorogers for indulging me with sugar daddy!Santiago Gargia thoughts, and in addition, my thanks to @bigtreefest with her help on med school experiences.

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Hi Eva!!

Some hoooooey thoughts from my pre-period horniness for Ari:

The fact that he'd hold you down when he's eating you out and coos "Shh, feels good, doesn't it? You're making it very difficult for me to fuck you with my tongue, sweetheart."

and also talking to your pussy, refering to it as "her"

like "I think she likes it too, sweetheart." and smears his spit over your sensitive, overworked clit because god knows how many times he has already made you cum simply by his mouth.

And THE beard burn. He makes sure your folds would suffer for days.

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nghh god yesss 🥵🥴

That massive, so much stronger than you man holding you down and destroying you with his mouth.

Overstimulating you and showing no mercy.

And he makes it so filthy - all the spitting, sucking, smearing your wetness all over and commenting on how eager and messy your pussy is for him.

Ari torments you like that on the regular, sometimes just slamming you onto a table and doing it in the middle of the room where someone could walk in.

He doesn't care. You will give in. And he will devour your pussy until you beg him to finally give you his cock.

He'll make you work for that...

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jamneuromain

he buries his face between your thighs, and he also bites (when needed)

like this: ↓

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Daddy dom is usually a soft dom with care taking tendencies. They want to make you feel better, care about you, implement rules and routines and help you better yourself . Also, with the trust that they build they’ll help you discover and act your most secret and nasty fantasies.

It’s not a dude that never made a girl cum in his life, ignores you and just want to abuse you.

Ok thanks for coming to my ted talk

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jamneuromain

honestly, daddy dom would provide a safe space for his sub to not overthink, someone with experience and knowledge of the dynamics so that they know better than to overwhelm the sub.

Trust building 10/10. Caring 10/10. Prioritize sub's wellbeing over sexual activities 10/10.

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Fanfic Writer Bingo

Thank you for the tag @steviebbboi, I loved this.

Template below the cut.

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random hoeing:

Ari placing his hands on both sides of your body, trapping you in

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holy pony of cereleonie-

this man knows where his goddamn charm lies

Thinking about those very ancient MarySue literature where the guy would blocks the poor lil female character's way with his arm.

Thinking about the exact same thing with Ari.

Obnoxiously annoying. Arrogant. Cocky.

Reader ignores his presence and tries to get (walk) away from him and next thing you know, an arm is in front of your eyes. Blocking your way.

The almost laughable pose does nothing but has you rolling your eyes.

“Quite the attitude.” Ari cocks his head, “I would have asked you politely to behave but that ship has sailed...”

Sneaks a hand to lift your chin. Suggestive squeeze right above your hip bone. And the smirk. The devious smirk of him cooking up something borderlining on sinister.

“Get off.” You snap at him impatiently.

He pretends to mull over the request, before meeting your eyes with his - dark blue pool of swirling desire.

“Get o-”

Two fingers make their way to your lips. Tickling your tongue. Exploring the softness of your mouth. Scraping your teeth with his knuckles.

You bite down on instinct, but his fingers shove deeper, right at the edge of your throat.

“Now that I have your attention,” He presses the pad of his finger onto the roof of your mouth, “do you mind answering my question? Or would you rather be gagged so that we can continue this civilized conversation?”

(just gag me on his big fat c*ck already i mean i won't bite but no promises he's just gonna have to trust me on that... fuck the pms is messing with my hornymones again-

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Ochranuj me (Protect Me) - S.R. - part 1/2

Type: medieval/fantasy/fairy tale AU; a part of this pseudomedieval-fantasy AU

Pairing: knight Steve Rogers x reader   Word Count: 8,6k

Summary:  Your practice of magic is punishable by death. Your love is forbidden by law; and yet it has been blessed, more than he knows.

When the crown prince is poisoned, Knight Steven Rogers is faced with a choice: will he risk a war or the love of his life?

And what of you? If asked… shall you risk it all? For the lands where you live… for your knight?

Warnings: attempted murder, poisoning, blood, mentions of death, polytheism, mentions of pregnancy (reader/OFC), Slovak language ‘cause I can

A/N: Actual title is Ochraňuj mě (Protect Me) ...tumblr cannot handle a ň in their title 🙃 DIVIDER by @firefly-graphics; fits after the events of the previous instalments

A/N 2: This is one less smut and more plot, forgive me 🤭 I hope you'll enjoy anyway. Yes, the Merlin inspo is real here. Inspo also from Bílá laň by Vesna. For music, check it out here, for visuals here.

Reblogging for tags:

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jamneuromain

AHHHHHHHHH

NO!!Who would attempt to poison Tony??? Especially when Asgardians were here?! Was it Fighter of the Skrull family posing as Rhodey(?.

And oh my, the big revelation for Steve that reader is carrying his child uwu. the surprise, the happiness, it's so much feelings all at once. i hope that the potion steve brings doesn't raise questions as to Witch!reader and (their daughter!!) and i do hope that tony gets well soon, poor guy ;3

So happy to read about knight!steve and witch!reader again, always a pleasure to see them appearing on my dash❤️❤️

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Lull

Steve Rogers x Reader (You / OFC)

Summary: So this is when you understood the difference between making love and banging, or, in this case, fucking.

Warning: Fluff / SMUT / MINORS DNI / 18+ / Unprotected Sex /

Characters: OC, Tony Stark, Maria Hill, Bruce Banner, Sam Wilson, Sharon Carter, Natasha Romanoff

Also: Thanks in advance for repost or any feedback ❤️ Let me know if you want to be included in the taglist (DM, comment, repost and tag, whatever works)❤️ You don't need to read the previous chapters but it will definitely enhance the experience if you do.

You slipped through the streets like shadows, holding hands, hearts racing, eyes darting over your shoulders, every sound amplified by the silence of the night. The Peruvian Instant Darkness Powder – or ‘Magic Stark-Potter Thing’ as Steve was calling it – had granted you some safe time. But time was fragile, and you both knew it.

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jamneuromain
come on some angst and then a fluff and happy ending won't hurt, right? xD

it's not some angst when you intend to ********** and then plan on ************** with the you know what happened to you know who. It's a load of angst and i'm so not ready QAQ

I love how their relationship grows even more (like how is that possible?) as 12 experiences more with Steve, the scary chase, the fight, the sex (ahem, yes), and it's absolutely adorable to see them confess their feelings and love towards each other. I honestly hopes their lives could be happily ever after from now on with the big avengers family uwu

even so, can't wait for what chapter 9 holds!!

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It's Hallo-week! So I'm dropping by with a little something in the spirit of the All Treats, No Tricks celebration!

🍭 - Ask a creator about one of their favorite creations.

Specifically, was there a fic you've written that was challenging for you and once you finished, you were so proud you conquered it?

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Hi Aspen<3

I think the most challenging one I've wrote so far is Addictive. Only the first chapter is done but it seriously took me a lot of time as I am tired of narrating the story: When I read my other stories, I can't help but feel I'm trying to force my ideas and my thoughts into the story instead of allowing it to flow naturally.

This time I chose to write it as the story is. Less telling, more descriptions. I want the readers to come with their own conclusions and ideas about the characters and the plot.

This is an exhausting way to write but I've never felt better when I read this chapter as I finished up.

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Fantasea Friday Week 4

(Is it Week 4 already?)

A/N: Brace yourselves y'all.

Warning: Uhh there's nothing subtle about this so here we go: PISS, Squirt kink. Perv!Ghost

Thinking about thin walls and a bathroom. You drank a venti cup of coffee or coke during the movie and now you were desperate to relieve your bladder as you practically jogged from the cinema to your flat.

You flung the bathroom door open only to find Ghost's back facing you, and a steady stream aiming at the toilet.

Your face instantly went up in flames as your eyes accidentally met his naked ass, his naked back, his naked... body!

"Oh my fucking God! I'm terribly sorry!" You cried out, slamming the door shut.

Ghost huffed out a few low chuckles, finishing up, which was actually, flushing and putting down the toilet seat, because his Mum didn't raise him to be a cunt - and emerging from the bathroom.

You tapped your foot on the ground nervously, eyes refusing to meet his and instead your vision - when he opened the door - was filled with the image of him adjusting his bathing towel that loosely surrounded his waist. And the bulge. That fucking-damn bulge.

"I'm really really sorry but I really have to use the bathroom-" You hastily apologized and dashed into the toilet.

Bladder, emptying. As you let out a shaky exhale.

The bathroom had traces of his previous shower. The runny drain. The awfully rich smell of his either 6 in 1 or 8 in 1 shower gel. The used-up aftershave bottle in the bin.

And the water vapor.

All humid and sticky and masculine.

It reminded you of the sight just now, where you thought you might have had a small peek over the thick -

Perhaps your brain was helpfully piecing the picture together, or altering it, you dared not think further.

Ghost, on the other hand, paused by the bathroom door. He didn't have super hearing but the thin walls didn't do much to block the sound from the inside. The sound of stream hitting the toilet bowl. Your exhale of relief. And the tearing of you snatching the toilet paper.

He vaguely remembered - no, he remembered that you were off to watch a chick flick with your friends. Some romantic movie about the story of a florist and a CEO or some ridiculous shit. Though the glimpse of you was short, he never failed to notice the little details on your face: reddened eyes, pale lips, smeared make-up on your cheek, all pointed to the fact that you cried.

And yet he couldn't help but link the scene from the sound, of you, in the bathroom, with puffy eyes.

Thinking about the way that you could make the same little noises on his tattooed arm, the way you would gush from his fingers, wetting the sheets...

"Simon?" You spoke up hesitantly, after hearing a cough from the otherside of the bathroom door.

Shoot. Busted. Simon - Ghost - Simon cleared his throat again, after choking on his own spit just now, trying his best not to sound like a eavesdropping perv from imagining the filthiest sex with his friend - you.

"Yeah, um, meaning to ask you, I'm heading out in five. Do you need anything else beside this grocery list on the fridge?"

Real smooth, Simon Riley, really smooth.

He cursed himself silently.

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Hypnagogia

Steve Rogers x Reader (You / OFC)

Summary: How could you ever think, for a second, that he’d want to be with anyone else?

Warning: Fluff / He had an ex / Strategic mastermind Steve

Characters: OC, Tony Stark, Maria Hill, Bruce Banner, Natasha Romanoff, Sam Wilson, Sharon Carter

Also: Thanks in advance for repost or any feedback ❤️ Let me know if you want to be included in the taglist (DM, comment, repost and tag, whatever works)❤️ You don't need to read the previous chapters but it will definitely enhance the experience if you do.

The room was painted gold and white, sunlight penetrating through the glass wall, leaving a trace on the table, drawing a clear line between shadow and light. The air was cold—the AC was so strong that anyone who entered the room would feel a chill. 

Steve’s fingers tapped on the desk as he observed the dust dancing in the air, making nonsensical but beautiful twirls and circles, driven by the movement of the air.

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jamneuromain

Steve's composure when he's facing Ross *whimpers in horniness* i'd love a man who could control and manipulate the situation because it's so damn hot

though what Steve said is absolutely hilarious lol literally stabbing Ross in the flesh everytime Steve points out an irrefutable fact

i love what you've done with this chapter! and Steve's intelligence is oftentimes ignored in fanfics skjsjsjsskksjsksks can't wait to get my eyes on the next chapter uwu

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Rambles

Yeah, so a while ago I complained about the fact that a uni stood up on me and wasted my time and energy. And also that approximately two months ago I finally landed myself a job.

This is just a small update on my life so far:

So this college where I teach English - not exactly perfect, per se, but the interesting thing about being the top English speaker (not to brag, no one can speak English better than me in the campus, and I'm not counting the students) of the whole college, earns a lot of opportunity and chances. Although I still loathe the way people operate in favors and bureaucracy, I have been offered a chance to head overseas.

This chance demands that I need to speak German - which I could, reluctantly thanking the four years I spend in my university as an undergraduate; and that I should know something about traditional ... stuff - which I also could do, and not bad at it, I might add. For me to earn this chance, I need to prep a lot of paperworks and probably go through a couple of exams and interviews, but I want this opportunity so damn much. More than anything I've ever want except for the time when I applied for Cambridge lol.

Wondering for a full day now, that it appears that things I've learned in the past have a way of finding themselves back to me. Like German, I need to pick it up again. Or like the traditional cultural things that I've learned almost fifteen years ago.

Anyways, it's still early to make the conclusion whether I'd make the final list of this programme so far. But it's just that, I don't know whether to feel happy or confused about the fact that things I've learned in the past were ... useful? Afterall?

And that the faculty overseas didn't have the German-speaking programme for a couple of years, and that it just happens that this year, they have it? Fate has a mysterious way of working thing out.

Oooooh, I am so happy for you, Sweetie. You totally deserve it🥰😍 unfortunately, I can't help you on the German side, but I hope everything will go well 😊

thank you babes☺️❤️

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So… tell me more about Professor Rogers. What would happen if he needed to call you into his office to discuss the grade you received on the mid term after getting told you what to study?

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When he calls you into his office you both dread it and are excited for it. You did your best, but you also consider agreeing that you could do better and imagine yourself bent over his desk.

But Steve doesn't give you that. He makes you simply sit there and listen to his steady, firm assessment of your work and the clear disappointment in his voice.

When he tells you that you're free to go and that there will be an opportunity to change your grade next week, you look up at him quite shocked and crestfallen.

"Is that all, professor?" You ask, feeling heaviness in your chest.

He stands up and rounds the desk, then leans against it with his arms crossed.

"For now, yes. We need to make sure your smart head still works properly and I haven't fucked out your last braincells."

A muscle in his jaw ticks as he leans towards you and grips your chin.

"Because that midterm grade suggest you've been thinking about my dick and being a dumb little fucktoy, instead of the respected professional you want to be one day."

"I wanna be both," you whine, looking up at him.

"Then work for it," Steve barks. "Both for the degree and for the privilege of being my fucktoy."

You nod eagerly, hoping some dark mercy to flow your way and ease the constricting guilt.

Steve's grip tightens and he tilts your head back as he moves to stand over you.

"Open," he orders and you immediately obey, opening your lips wide and sticking out your tongue.

Steve spits into your mouth. The moment it splashes on your tongue your pussy clenches.

"Hold it in." You listen, feeling your saliva pooling beneath your tongue and your panties growing wet.

"No orgasms, no pleasure of any kind for you, until you earn a higher grade. Understood?"

Steve lays the law strictly. You'd whine in protest, if his ruthless rule didn't turn you on so much. You nod, mouth still open.

"Swallow." He commands. "Now go home and get some rest. Starting tomorrow, you're going to put all your brains and dedication into mastering that material."

"And if your results please me-" he continues- "I'll fill one of your holes."

"One hole for each good grade you get this term, since it appears that fucking all three regularly really turns you into a mindless cumslut."

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jamneuromain

*screeching inhumanly

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Fantasea Friday Week 3

A/N: Been reading Ghost fanfictions (1) (2) lately

Simon "Ghost" Riley x non-native speaker!/international student!/asian!Reader (You)

Been thinking of a specific scene where you speak English but not understanding some subtle differences/words/meanings.

Blink twice in confusion, before saying "Huh?" is your response everytime when Simon mumbles something that you didn't understand.

Simon finds it cute.

For example, the first time he calls you "love." It's not an endearment, not really, not in the way that you interpret. It's just a random thing Simon says because he's Manchester lad born and bred.

It is very obvious that your brain.exe stops functioning for a moment, and then blink, once, twice, "Huh?"

"I said the food, the dish from your country? It tastes good." Simon explains the word "delicious."

"No I get that part, delicious part, but - um, the um... the last word?"

"Wha- oh. Love?" It dawns on him.

You visibly flinch from the word.

Simon laughs, "Manchester thing. We say 'love' as a way of ... same as 'bro', 'bruv', or 'mate', but less masculine."

"Cringe. That word makes me cringe." You manage a smile, "Mate sounds good, really, thumbs up for the term 'mate'." Even put up both of your thumbs for good measure.

"Okay, sorry for scaring you, mate." Simon laughs again, laughing so hard that his stomach hurts.

Your eyes dart everywhere but this big bulk of a man in front of you, murmuring a "Thanks".

Or the time that you get stuck in your essays for three days straight and feeling guilty about not cooking anything although it's almost a habit that you provide food for him.

Making sure that he steps into the bathroom that's when you sneak out of your bedroom and try to cook the instant spagetti in under five minutes using the microwave and disappear before Simon finishes showering.

You are anxiously waiting for the spagetti to heat up when Simon steps out of the bathroom.

Your eyes meet.

"I was just planning to check your vital signs, matey. Three days straight in that cot? Aren't you couped up?" Simon jokes, popping a can of Bud from the fridge.

"'s fine, I guess. Just trying to finish my essay. It's due tomorrow at eight." You offer weakly. You look terrible, you are well aware. Unwashed hair for three days, same pjs for the week, and dark circles under your eyes - three out of the four reasons why you avoid him for the last seventy-two hours.

Dripping. Golden strands. Grey T clings to him like second skin. Smells like a fucking Armani model.

The insecurity is gnawling you like an ugly goblin.

"Y'know, I can cook for both of us if your finals is getting out of hand." Simon shrugs as if he isn't offering you the most considerate, the best thing you've heard all month. He might not think of it this way, but you are close to tears. "Beats this shite instant Italian noodles, anyway." He casually drinks from the tin can in his hand.

But - "I'm sorry. I'm supposed to cook -"

"Says who?" Simon scratches the end of his eyebrow like he had heard that you said you are an alien from outerspace.

"But we ... you handle the grocery, and I -"

"Look," He sighs, throwing the empty can into the bin, "you don't have to do anything, besides taking care of yourself in a foreign nation, okay? I'm not totally blind to the fact that you are struggling with this task right now."

"But -"

"No buts ifs or ands," Simon tskes, "I'm taking over the kitchen for the next week. And before you ask, no, you are not dealing with groceries besides putting a sticker on the fridge."

You almost cry. You nearly cry. You cry. Ugly crying. Nodding and crying and smiling.

Simon awkwardly offers you tissues.

"Jesus you crackpot." He murmurs under his breath, patting your shoulder three times for good measure.

You hug him, suddenly. Letting go just as sudden.

"Thank you." You whisper, grabbing your plate of instant spagetti and retreating to your room before shooting him a wavery watery smile.

He feels ... odd. The way you emotions burst at the smallest gestures, while taking up all the burdens and keeping everything inside. In the end, he picks up his phone and calls his mum.

"Hey, mum. I'm learning how to cook. Do I put the mince or the sauce in the pan first when I'm trying to make the ... bolognese?"

...

"Olive oil first?"

...

"No, you don't have to -"

...

"... yes mum. Thank you mum. I'll be there in twenty."

Half of what you eat in the next week is the handiwork of Mrs. Riley.

a/n2: I always think the woman who raised simon riley would be someone very similar to Mrs. Weasley.

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Anonymous asked:

Allright my sweet Jam, listen about this. How about a reader who is new at her work and Meet our dear nerdy boy Jensen, Who happens to be in a very bad relationship with a mean girl. He doesn’t leave her because he thinks nobody would date him again , however there comes our reader girl being a badass, sort of friendsxlovers cuties🤭.

Im loving thiiiis!!!! 🙈

Hi nonnie😌❤️

😩soft boi Jakey is always going to have a special place in my heart - the golden retriever look on his face is so damn adorable-

Bad B*tch

Jake Jensen x Reader (you)

Summary: Jake is in a tough spot with a terrible person around. You choose to be the bitch and snap him out of it.

Warning: Swear words.

"I'm so fed up!" Hush-yells Clara, who shoved Jake away from her close proximity, "Leave me alone!"

Storming off from the coffee room, she didn't look back.

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Ohhh, Jakey 🤦🏻‍♀️ so clueless. I wish he could’ve truly seen how awful Clara was!! Maybe the kiss made it all snap into place tho? He’s too sweet, too pure!! How dare she manipulate him, I’d be throwing hands!!

tbh jakey is just this little puppy that will follow whoever around is being nice... even when they are not nice he'd still follow them around

I think he truly needs some confidence-building sessions where reader tells him that he deserves all the love and care <3

Too sweet and too pure indeed

Thank you for liking and reblogging<333

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Rambles

Yeah, so a while ago I complained about the fact that a uni stood up on me and wasted my time and energy. And also that approximately two months ago I finally landed myself a job.

This is just a small update on my life so far:

So this college where I teach English - not exactly perfect, per se, but the interesting thing about being the top English speaker (not to brag, no one can speak English better than me in the campus, and I'm not counting the students) of the whole college, earns a lot of opportunity and chances. Although I still loathe the way people operate in favors and bureaucracy, I have been offered a chance to head overseas.

This chance demands that I need to speak German - which I could, reluctantly thanking the four years I spend in my university as an undergraduate; and that I should know something about traditional ... stuff - which I also could do, and not bad at it, I might add. For me to earn this chance, I need to prep a lot of paperworks and probably go through a couple of exams and interviews, but I want this opportunity so damn much. More than anything I've ever want except for the time when I applied for Cambridge lol.

Wondering for a full day now, that it appears that things I've learned in the past have a way of finding themselves back to me. Like German, I need to pick it up again. Or like the traditional cultural things that I've learned almost fifteen years ago.

Anyways, it's still early to make the conclusion whether I'd make the final list of this programme so far. But it's just that, I don't know whether to feel happy or confused about the fact that things I've learned in the past were ... useful? Afterall?

And that the faculty overseas didn't have the German-speaking programme for a couple of years, and that it just happens that this year, they have it? Fate has a mysterious way of working thing out.

What an amazing opportunity! I hope it'll work out 🥰

If you need to brush up your German I could maybe be of help 🥰

I hope it'll work out 🥰//Me hopes so too! 🥰

Actually I might need some help brushing up my German after the New Year. The interview/exam is supposed to be somewhere in March or April -- you'd probably get some really crappy Chinese lesson in broken German coming from me lol

Thanks for the help! I'd text you about it when I apply for this position >:3

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