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Book: When Elephants Fly by Nancy Richardson Fischer | My Rating: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Thank you to Netgalley for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Synopsis: There are some battles worth fighting even if it...

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Book: When Elephants Fly by Nancy Richardson Fischer | My Rating:  ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Thank you to Netgalley for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Synopsis: There are some battles worth fighting even if it means losing yourself.

T. Lily Decker is a high school senior with a twelve-year plan: avoid stress, drugs, alcohol and boyfriends, and take regular psych quizzes administered by her best friend, Sawyer, to make sure she’s not developing schizophrenia. Genetics are not on Lily’s side. When she was seven, her mother, who had paranoid schizophrenia, tried to kill her. And a secret has revealed that Lily’s odds are even worse than she thought. Still, there’s a chance to avoid triggering the mental health condition, if Lily can live a careful life from ages eighteen to thirty, when schizophrenia most commonly manifests.

But when a newspaper internship results in Lily witnessing a mother elephant try to kill her three-week-old calf, Swifty, Lily can’t abandon the story or the calf. With Swifty in danger of dying from grief, Lily must choose whether to risk everything, including her sanity and a first love, on a desperate road trip to save the calf’s life, perhaps finding her own version of freedom along the way.

My Review: This book was truly amazing and something really special. This is a unique story of a girl named Lily with an increased chance of developing schizophrenia due to her family’s history and her journey with a baby elephant, Swifty. Lily is supposed to be avoiding stressful situations for the next 12 years to hopefully avoid developing schizophrenia, but she is pulled into Swifty’s world and has to decide how she wants to live the rest of her life.

“The calf lay beside me, gazing into my eyes. I had the urge to tell her that there’s a relief when you no longer have to prove to the most important person in your life that you’re worthy.”

I do not have schizophrenia or have proper education on it other than briefly discussing it during my psych class last year, so I looked to see what others have said about this books portrayal of it and it seems that from other reviewers that are more educated about it than me that it is a respectful depiction of the illness.This is not a book that romanticizes mental illness. Personally I feel like I learned a lot about schizophrenia by reading this, which was one of the reasons I wanted to read this book, and am really glad that I read it.

I loved elephants before reading this, but I love them even more now. They are so smart, and not to mention adorable. I already knew how they were abused in circuses but I learned a lot about the species and about what the lives of elephants who are out of the wild are like. I think this will really open a lot of people’s eyes, most importantly YOUNG people’s eyes, and hopefully spark a change in how much we as a society do to protect elephants as well as other endangered species and the treatment of animals in general.

This book was well written, the plot was unique and stands out from the crowd, the characters are memorable, and I think people can learn a lot from this book. This book comes out on September 4th, and I will definitely be buying my own copy of it so I can read it again in the future.

“Crazy is genetic. It’s the house I was born inside. There are no windows, just two locked doors. One leads to Normal, the other to Insanity. At some point, I will inherit a key, but I don’t get to pick which door it unlocks.”

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Book: All The Bright Places by Jennifer Niven | My Rating:  ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

TRIGGER WARNINGS: depression, suicide

Synopsis: Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might kill himself. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him. Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death. 

When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it’s unclear who saves whom. And when they pair up on a project to discover the “natural wonders” of their state, both Finch and Violet make more important discoveries: It’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself—a weird, funny, live-out-loud guy who’s not such a freak after all. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink.

My Review:  This book is now one of my all time favourite books, and the only contemporary novel on that list. I LOVED this book so much, I know it’s one of those books that I’m going to hold close to my heart for the rest of my life.

For me to like a contemporary novel, it has to be REALLY good or else I tend to get bored. For me to say a contemporary is one of my favourite books I’ve ever read? I’m genuinely shocked and over the moon. This book is better than I had hoped for, and I already had high expectations for it.

The characters felt SO real, I adored Finch and Violet both together and as separate characters. I believed they were in love; it didn’t feel forced or like insta-love, which I always hate, this was genuine love for each other and it was paced perfectly. Finch is one of those characters that is never going to leave me, he has such a memorable voice and I love him.

The writing and the story was, as Finch would put it, lovely. I felt myself relating to both Finch and Violet, they were both amazing, distinct characters. I was concerned at first because this book is in two perspectives written in the first person and I was worried I might mix them up, but Niven did a fantastic job of making them sound different from each other, I always knew who was speaking even if I forgot to look at whose perspective the chapter was in. Their relationship reminded me at times of a relationship I had, so their story together feels quite personal and relatable to me.

I think this book is an important read, it looks at mental health issues and the stigma surrounding it. It discusses how physical diseases/problems are more socially acceptable than mental illnesses such as depression, and does this by actually STATING it, not even just a metaphor or anything. Niven didn’t romanticize mental illness, and shows us that loving someone cannot “cure” their illness, which is something so many authors do, especially when discussing depression and I’m SO thankful that she kept this real.

I would highly recommend this book, but be ready to bawl your eyes out! I know I certainly did and when I rered it in the future I’m sure I’ll sob all over again. But that’s how you know a book is great; when it makes you feel.

“When you consider things like the stars, our affairs don’t seem to matter very much, do they?”

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Book: Strange The Dreamer by Laini Taylor | My Rating:  ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Synopsis: The dream chooses the dreamer, not the other way around—and Lazlo Strange, war orphan and junior librarian, has always feared that his dream chose poorly. Since he was five years old he’s been obsessed with the mythic lost city of Weep, but it would take someone bolder than he to cross half the world in search of it. Then a stunning opportunity presents itself, in the person of a hero called the Godslayer and a band of legendary warriors, and he has to seize his chance or lose his dream forever.

What happened in Weep two hundred years ago to cut it off from the rest of the world? What exactly did the Godslayer slay that went by the name of god? And what is the mysterious problem he now seeks help in solving?

The answers await in Weep, but so do more mysteries—including the blue-skinned goddess who appears in Lazlo’s dreams. How did he dream her before he knew she existed? And if all the gods are dead, why does she seem so real?

My Review:  Where do I even BEGIN to describe Strange the Dreamer? This was like no book I’ve ever read before- it was so beautiful, poetic, whimsical, enchanting, DREAMY.

“I turned my nightmares into fireflies and caught them in a jar.”

This book is so magical; I think going into this book as blind as possible is the best thing you can do. The writing in this book is absolutely stunning. If I were to compare this writing style to another author it would be Maggie Stiefvater- so no surprise that I am IN LOVE with Taylor’s writing as well.

When it comes to reading, the biggest thing for me is the characters. If the characters aren’t good then I’m not as interested, even if the plot is amazing. But Strange the Dreamer does not disappoint- the characters in this novel are WONDERFUL and feel so real. I fell in love with them immediately, especially Lazlo, Sarai, and Calixte.

She asked in a hesitant whisper, “Do you still think I’m a… a singularly unhorrible demon?”
“No,” he said, smiling. “I think you’re a fairy tale. I think you’re magical, and brave, and exquisite. And…” His voice grew bashful. Only in a dream could he be so bold and speak such words. “I hope you’ll let me be in your story.”


The end of this book had my heart racing and my jaw literally dropped! I will be picking up the second book the day it comes out- hopefully we’ll get a release date soon! :( I don’t know how long I can wait!

This is the first book by Laini Taylor that I have read, and I’m going to be picking up everything she has written and everything she publishes in the future!

“Life won’t just happen to you boy,” he said. “You have to happen to it.”

“Book Photo Challenge- October: Reading Outside
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Then perhaps we should carve a world one day where the strength lies in who you are, rather than in what they expect you to be.

Book Photo Challenge- October: Reading Outside

Then perhaps we should carve a world one day where the strength lies in who you are, rather than in what they expect you to be.

“Book Photo Challenge- July: Music
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“Guard your throats and hide your eyes. He’s not dead, you fools. Legends never die.”

Book Photo Challenge- July: Music

“Guard your throats and hide your eyes. He’s not dead, you fools. Legends never die.”

“Book Photo Challenge- June: Representation
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“You can destroy wood and brick, but you can’t destroy a movement.”

Book Photo Challenge- June: Representation

“You can destroy wood and brick, but you can’t destroy a movement.”

“Book Photo Challenge- June: Favourite
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“Why was it that when noughts committed criminal acts, the fact that they were noughts was always pointed out? The banker was a Cross. The newsreader didn’t even mention it.”

Book Photo Challenge- June: Favourite

“Why was it that when noughts committed criminal acts, the fact that they were noughts was always pointed out? The banker was a Cross. The newsreader didn’t even mention it.”

“Book Photo Challenge- June: Want To Visit
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“He wanted to be stopped, to be dragged back, to be sent back home… But he was home. Hogwarts was the first and best home he had known.”

Book Photo Challenge- June: Want To Visit

“He wanted to be stopped, to be dragged back, to be sent back home… But he was home. Hogwarts was the first and best home he had known.”

“Book Photo Challenge- June: Fantasy
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“We held hands right up to the moment they dumped us in the water.
Afterward, I had the last laugh. I made an air bubble at the bottom of the lake. Our friends kept waiting for us to come up, but hey– when...

Book Photo Challenge- June: Fantasy

“We held hands right up to the moment they dumped us in the water.
Afterward, I had the last laugh. I made an air bubble at the bottom of the lake. Our friends kept waiting for us to come up, but hey– when you’re the son of Poseidon, you don’t have to hurry.
And it was pretty much the best underwater kiss of all time.”

“Book Photo Challenge- June: A+ Writing
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“He left bloody fingerprints on the rock, but there was something satisfying about that. I was here. I exist. I’m alive, because I bleed.”

Book Photo Challenge- June: A+ Writing

“He left bloody fingerprints on the rock, but there was something satisfying about that. I was here. I exist. I’m alive, because I bleed.”

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